I actually feel so useless at all times, i did badly for my maths, science and english i used to be the second in our friendship but now i drop till the last my marks is further away from them. I not saying that i am jealous but is i did so badly for everything i don't know what i live for!!! My aim is can do better then the dong wu yuan but now although she is not very good anymore but i still cannot beat her! WHY IS THIS SO??? I never pay for the hard work or i think i very clever no need to study? I've said before i gonna do well for my prelims but i don't know that can i make it anot? is so hard cause now i did so badly how can i do well for my prelims so fast? is like sparrow canot become a pheonix in one night i must start now in order to win her. I don't set my aim so high now my aim is to win tiffany first if i have the capable i will try to win the dong wu yuan she now must also buck up in order to challenge with tiffany.

that's all friends
byebye

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